back from aloha changi chalet.

juz now reached home aft sch ard 1400++ hor.

den surf net awhile.

went to had a short nap b4 im going for the chalet.

im damn tired lor.

woke up ard 1715.

dun wan to.

but forced myself to wake up.

coz azmi coming to fetch mi ard 1745.

so woke up.

washed up.

went to buy potato chips for june.

den azmi call mi liao lor.

ya.

den went to pick up satays and puffs from june's auntie stalls.

den went to iskandar's place to pick up fried bee hoon.

den finally we can go to the chalet liao.

june was waiting for mi.

she was bored to death.

haa.

den ate sth.

bbq-ed.

did not eat much oso lah.

fattening!!

lol.

did not stayed overnight.

mother nagged at mi when i told her im staying out.

argh!

fed up.

dun stay lor.

apologised to june lor.

she asked mi to stay but i cant.

den ard 2300++ azmi send mi home lor.

den reach home at 0000.

all the while i tot tat it was juz a joke.

juz making fun of him and mi.

and made him so shy.

im ok lah.

i as per normal talk to him.

but he is juz shy.

i dunno y.

since den i wanted an answer.

but i did not got any.

and he was being blacklisted by audrey.

and he was out of kallang.

no matter wat and how.

audrey dun wan him back.

so he is gone.

so i juz let this matter gone lor.

but.

juz now he came to the chalet.

den.

june told mi tat its true.

reallie.

even azmi told mi tat.

its true.

serious.

they nv bluff mi.

i was like..

he is still as shy as b4 lah.

beri funni lor.

he even went to tell azmi he wanted to send mi home.

but..

he shy?

haa.

i dunno lah.

den he left b4 mi.

he was saeing bye to june.

den june was telling mi tat he call mi.

ok lor.

i turned.

den waved and sae bye to mi.

so i waved back and sae bye lor.

yup.

if i wana count the number of times we reallie had a conversation.

i dun rmb any lor.

other den talking abt work stuffs lah.

tat is a muz.

even if i talked to him abt work stuffs.

he juz nod his head and nv opened his mouth.

ya.

i think he is the shy-est guy i had ever seen ba.

i think im shy liao.

but he is more shy den mi.

omg.

but aft all these 'happenings'.

i wan an answer.

at least tell mi wat happen or wat lah.

now is like letting this matter hanging in the middle of no where.

i hate this kind of feeling.

im the kind of person tat if had let sth start.

muz end it.

be it good or bad.

happy or sad lah.

if not i will think and think and think.

made mi to fan.

i wan an answer or ending lah.

but now is like no ending!

hais.

i dunno lah.

hais.

y everytime i met problems.

all problems come at one shot.

wat if i reallie break down one dae?

this time round how long will i think?

lesson at 0800.

was so damn sleepy throughout the leeson.

=x

michelle reallie went to ask ms lim izzit true tat mr lai ih her husband.

indeed is true.

omg.

i still cant accept the fact.

so sad.

i kena attachment first.

ai ren fyp.

those guys oso attachment first.

michelle, sum shen and jo oso attachement.

ya.

sounds like alot ppl attachment first ah.so wat?

wait sll different company oso sian.

im separated from ai ren liao.

AI REN AH!!

hais.

i still wan to do fyp first..

can i change?

=(

late going to changi chalet.

my store riders de.

june ask mi to go.

ask mi to stay overnight later oso.

dunno lah.

see first lor.

totally mood-less aft knowing im doing attachment first..

◎Your life is represented by the pine tree in the winter, with a strong look on the outside, but only you know the hardships and difficulties you face. You have an independent spirit and you like courteous, polite people. ◎


Your characteristics, subconscious, and behavior modes, according to your fate and destiny, are represented by the pine tree.


The pine tree in the forest stands out from the crowd, grows independently and creates shade and shelter for others. Therefore, you also have an independent spirit to learn and grow continuously. You do not like to form small social circles among the people around you, but have a great sense of responsibility to take care of others. You are true to yourself and express your thoughts and ideas freely, and you are sympathetic, kind and somewhat sentimental. You respect and admire those who are heroic and powerful.


Your entire life is like a pine tree that experiences many challenges each winter, but you will grow and lift yourself to a higher level once you pass the tests. Just as pine is the best material for beams and pillars, you have the potential to be shaped into a strong, successful person. As long as you face the challenges, learn from others, and do not complain or blame others, you will definitely be one of the best leaders of the future.


◎Health Analysis: The function of your nephridium water system is weaker.◎


According to your destiny analysis, the function of your nephridium water system is weaker. Your physical strength is not as good as others, and you always feel tired and have cold hands and feet in the winter. You have had no major problems when you were young, but over age 40, additional care of your nephridium water system is needed, or it may easily lead to blood pressure, anemia, heart problems and unsmooth periods, or even insomnia, accidie, cranial nerve anemic, hearing problems, kidney problems, urocystitis, urethrits, gynecologic problem, heart and blood vessel problems. Therefore, you should avoid fatigue, maintain a stable and regular lifestyle and schedule, and sleep and wake early in order to protect a congenitally weaker nephridium water system system. Also avoid iced and cold drinks and reduce the frequency of sexual activities in order to maintain good vitality.


There's a saying that all disease starts from the mouth, which means many human diseases are related to food. According to Traditional Chinese Medicine, food can be divided into gold, wood, water, fire and earth (concept of the five elements). You seem to prefer the salty flavors, especially in seasonings, which means your cells are filled with too much water element. This negatively affects your health, fortune and career, so we suggest you try different foods to balance your diet and nutrition, which leads to harmony in life and a balance of yin and yang based on the five elements. In addition, if you have recently felt unlucky or things were not going smoothly, then you are probably affected by bad spirit, which caused bad luck. The best solution is not to eat meat and fish for a period of time until the bad spirit goes away. The bad spirit tends to stay with those who eat meat and fish, and also chicken, duck, green onion, garlic, leek and other spices, so a vegetarian diet can help change your luck.


◎Health Analysis: The function of your stomach and intestines is weaker as well.◎


The function of your stomach and intestines is weaker as well, which caused minor problems like bad breath, upset or bloated stomach, and diarrhea when you were young. But over age 40, additional care of your stomach and intestines is needed, or it may lead to major digestive system problems such as esophagus infection, stomach or intestinal infection, gastric ulcer, hemorrhoids, intestines polyp, diabetes. Therefore, you should avoid fatigue and stress, maintain a stable lifestyle and schedule, sleep and wake early, eat regular meals at regular hours, don't drink alcohol, and consume less acidic food and drink in order to protect a congenitally weak digestive system.


According to your destiny analysis, you tend to the type of person who gets nervous easily, and your life lacks consistency, which leads to inconsistent meals, or even skipping meals when you are busy. These eating habits will weaken your digestive system. In addition, you worry too much about your responsibilities, which can cause stomach aches.


If you want to change your fate and destiny, eat properly with a consistent amount of food each meal. Learn to relax your mind and body even while eating and you can change your destiny. If you are able to develop the good habit of sleeping and waking up early, it will completely change your fate and destiny with better health, more wealth and happiness coming into your life.


◎The way you get along with your boyfriend or husband is not considered a deep companionship. He is not as strong-minded as you, but you help him in many ways in the beginning, so he is very happy that you can share his troubles.◎


In romance, according to our analysis, you have a high standard of inner and outer beauty, so you are not easily attracted to anyone around you. You despair about not finding your true love, and do not cherish an ordinary romance. Generally speaking, men do not usually have a deep first impression of you, so they need time to discover your advantages and inner beauty. Even if you are attracted to someone at first sight, you might not succeed if the person does not like you at first sight or take the time to get to know you. Therefore, if you are still waiting for a good romance, try to show your inner beauty by doing more activities, establishing better habits, and socializing with more people. This way you can express your inner beauty naturally all the time, which makes your romance go more smoothly.


In the journey of life, you are a bit picky in love, so it's rare for mutual attraction to start the spark of love. However, romance may easily happen during a job or career change, a move to a new environment, or when attending some new activities. When you leave a familiar environment, you are more open to a new romance. You emphasize more on the mental and spiritual strength, so you may marry later in life. If you are still seeking your love partner, among those around you, the person who gets along with you the most and matches your personality, or someone who has always been by your side, might possibly be the one. As long as you sincerely give a hint, happiness is right beside you.


◎Career Analysis: Most of your jobs, in any industry, require your wisdom and intelligence, and may involve academic research or government work.◎


Most of your jobs, in any industry, require your wisdom and intelligence, and may involve academic research or government work. For example, being a teacher, professor, researcher, inventor, literary writer, artist, religious leader, philosopher, doctor, nurse, child caregiver, etc. requires wisdom, intelligence and focus, as well as, spiritual growth. As long as you improve and grow spiritually, maintain a pure and innocent heart, then your value in a company will be irreplaceable. If you choose these types of jobs, your will work go more smoothly (jobs that are labor intensive are not suitable). You tend, however, to think from only your own point of view, and may lack of the broad perspective to be in management or an executive position. Further strengthen your experience, and if you want to reach the next professional level, then you should be more understanding and considerate of other employees and communicate more, in order to improve your leadership ability.


◎Wealth Analysis: You know how to make money, but not easy for you to save. Your have many habits and interests, so you are not stingy with any related costs.◎


According to your destiny analysis, you know how to make money, but not easy for you to save. Your have many habits and interests, so you are not stingy with any related costs. You care about the quality of living, and will spend money to improve your life or spiritual needs. You seldom refuse others and have many occasions to spend. You even spend when you are financially tight, and are very generous when financially comfortable. Therefore, it's not easy for you to have savings. You will use most of your wealth doing what you want to do in life because you think only money spent is wealth actually owned by you. Afterwards, you will not bequest much to your descendants.

got this so-call fortune telling site from zi hao.

http://www.superfate.com/22_free_8word/

quite accurate.

ya.

go try ba.

haa.

good luck!

=D

todae lesson suppose to start at 0900.

simulation lab.

but no one is there.

somemore cant log into ads.

stupid.

like wasting our time there lor.

den finally tat bobdog reached at 0930.

he like oso dunno wat happen.

den called another one guy come in and check.

one of the com is off.

stupid idiot!

he sae we off lor.

damn lor.

we nv even touch tat com.

den the both of them dunno do wat shit.

we can onli use it ard 1000.

wasted our 1hr to practice our lab.

shit them!

aft tat lunch wif michelle, yong jin and jia min.

wah.

the first time the both of them ask us for lunch.

week16 liao.

think the first time and the last time liao ba.

haa.

aft lunch is telecomm de elq.

no quiz.

thank god!

lol.

den was told to do self reading on chapter.

ask mi to read?

wait long long ba.

lol!

den was so damn bored.

did nth for tat hr lor.

aft elq was lect.

hmm.

did i slp?

or was talking to ai ren?

lol.

jia lat lah mi.

=x

aft lect.

i went into ai ren de wireless tutorial.

haa.

copied the ans liao.

tml i can slp during his tutorial liao.

for so many weeks.

he reallie nv realise got 1 person attended his tutorial twice.

haa!

aft tat wireless elq.

got quiz to do.

sian lor.

i asked yuwei to help mi do.

=x

den got 100% sia.

pro.

i helped michelle to do oso.

aft tat elq wanted to go home de.

but somehow was forced to go to he wireless lect.

he sae he will take attendance.

somemore he called my name last week and i did not went.

so yuwei help mi signed my attendance oso no use.

so bo bian juz now i went lor.

den ended up!

nv call my name todae.

waste my time there.

i slp almost throughout the 1hr lect.

-_-

went home.

den i went for jogging!

finally!

aft so many weeks i nv go.

haa.

will u ever noe how i felt?

ytd.

went dinner wif my mother lor.

den.

my brother is back.

no peaceful moment at home liao.

-_-

todae.

suppose to work at 1000.

but juz cant get myself up from bed.

so i reached store ard 1020 ba.

late for 20mins nia.

not tat bad.

haa.

conducted 2 parties.

not bad.

quite happie.

and taught yun rui how to calculate incentives.

and i did mth end msm calculation.

and.

i forgot to order ff cushion!

danish plates!

omg.

calling back store tml morning.

aft my party settle liao.

janice dun let mi go home.

im alright wif tat.

den she asked mi do counter.

ok lor.

but i juz freaking fed up wif tat CREW LEADER!

JEFFLINA KHOO MEI TING!!!

still got the face to call herself a crew leader!

YOU ARE NOT FIT TO BE ONE!!!

ARGH!!!

i dun think anybody reading this noe the way we suppose to work.

i dun wana eleborate.

i will take a long time for mi explain.

as simple as this.

she is juz doing the wrong thing.

and im fucking fed up.

and somemore lotsa customers.

im PISSED!

i told janice.

she went in and tell tat GFN CL.

and i think tat GFN CL sae sth abt mi.

i dun gif a fucking damn to her.

i dun mind wat she sae abt mi.

i juz noe tat she did sth wrong.

and i think im right.

so y muz i think wat ppl sae abt mi.

she haf her mouth.

juz let her sae wat she wana sae abt mi lah.

luckily counter got nicol and zhi bin.

both of them attahement from TAM.

we are like 'playing' at counter front.

till josias oso sae we are noisy.

lol.

im already noisy in nature.

haa!

=D

the both of them seems to like my store then their own store now.

lol.

den.

den i onli get to go off ard 2100.

den waited for yun rui, ben and robin.

den we went the hawker near our hse for dinner-cum-supper.

haa.

we all lived at the same area de.

ya.

den reached home ard 2300++.

hmm.

actually i dun felt reallie right recently.

firstly.

coz of zhi wei ba.

before he came to singapore when he is still at malaysia.

he told mi.

ya.

i tot we haf chance.

so i gave him and myself a chance.

so he came to singapore ard june this year is im not wrong.

i still believe tat.

but the more i meet him.

the more i talked to him.

the more i communicated wif him.

seriously i think we are at the wrong frequency.

ya.

now den i realise tat if we communicate at the wrong frequency.

it reallie veri difficult for things to go on.

so wat keat told mi is correct.

not coz of studying engineering till siao.

hmm.

i think im the one who stop replying to his sms-es.

and he stopped sms-ing mi.

is tat a good sign of anything?

or im juz being bad?

if yes.

im sorrie!

still got another 'not right' feeling.

hmm.

but i felt stupid feeling tat way lah.

but.

wat to do.

i cant help stopping from feeling tat way.

hmm.

its abt robin.

my store quite a new crew.

been wif us for abt 2mths liao ba.

ben and yun rui classmate i guess.

he is oso another siao kia like ben lah.

my store new joker.

juz to clarify first.

i feel nth towards him.

juz tat.

the first time i saw him.

he gave mi the feeling of desmond.

ya.

im oso shocked to see him oso.

i find it its damn stupid lor.

so din think much abt tat.

but recently.

i think he work more often weekends.

so saw him often.

work wif him more often liao.

the way he talk to mi.

the way he work.

seriously like desmond lor.

now when ever i see robin.

will juz made mi think of desmond.

and one more thing.

to me.

he LOOK like desmond.

i dunno.

or im thinking too much liao?

wah.

i was like.

omg!

hais.

i had long ago overcome the fear of working wif auntie alice and yuan ying liao.

although yuan ying is gone now liao.

do i need time to overcome the fear of working wif robin?

seriously i reallie hope not.

robin and desmond is juz two different person lor.

but we still can joke ard while working lah.

not the kind tat i dun dare talk to him or wat.

if i reallie do tat.

im reallie a stupid fool plus dumb lor.

hais.

think of desmond does it mean tat i miss him?

sometimes.

not i dun wan to find someone to talk to when im down.

but.

i dunno when is the correct time to approach.

to mi.

late during midnight im more emo and will think more stuffs den during day time.

expect mi to call ppl to talk to during late at night?

im not tat kind of person.

i cant do tat.

and i will definately not do tat.

and oso.

so wat if i felt down during the dae time.

god noes wat are u ppl doing ar.

wat if im tat damn sway call ppl at the wrong time when they are bz.

hais.

so.

i wun call or do anything to approach anyone de lor.

ya tats mi.

i will find my ways to relieve myself lor.

woohoo!

todae its reallie a dae for mi relax man.

i woke up ard 1400.

how long i nv slp for ard 12hrs liao sia.

for the past few weeks.

the most i can onli catch at most 4hrs of slp.

wahaha!

=D

later going dinner wif my mother.

great food.

*awaiting

=p

i felt great these few daes.

wif my brother not at home.

he went for sch camp.

not onli the whole com is all mine.

ya.

and wif some other reason.

im happie.

but todae he coming back liao.

-_-

i tot he will be the one.

den i felt tat he is not.

im reallie sorry.

beri long nv exercise liao.

nv go jog oso.

die.

argh!

=x

todae suppose to reach sch at 0900 to meet tat heh to talk abt our proj.

so tat he can rate us.

so coincidence.

mi, michelle and xiao lei are late.

i dunno abt sum shen.

i reach he there liao.

haa.

den went to see him.

kena nag in the first place.

but tat was ok.

he ask michelle and sum shen 5qns.

den he ask mi and xiao lei onli 3qns.

lol.

heng ah we.

hmm.

btw.

the whole proj from top to toe like im doing alone lor.

xiao lei oso din help much.

she nv come for lab.

i did the program.

she oso nv help in the report.

quite angry ba.

but nvm lah.

i din make a big fuss abt tat.

den lunch at mac wif michelle and sum shen.

den 3240 tutorial.

guess where i went aft sch.

i went to michelle's hse to pack her room.

coz she changing furniture.

den she got no motivation to pack.

so i went over to help her.

not for free!

haa.

now she owe mi brownie and cookies!

wahaha!

next wed going her hse again to bake and make.

but b4 tat hafta acc her go dental.

i asked her to go changed to red and white rubber band!

coz national dae coming!

lol.

=D

tml is a rare off dae for mi.

no more maths lesson.

no band till 18aug.

coz whitley now bz wif their concert.

den no work.

i requested.

coz going dinner at night wif my mother.

so i can slack for the whole dae lor.

yippie!

=D

hey.

reallie wana thank u.

u shld noe who u are.

feeling quite down these few daes.

aft talk to her.

telling her.

i felt much more better.

reallie thank u ger!!

=D

next im gonna pray hard had hope to done well in my lab test next fri.

=)

*pRaY

lesson at 0800.

mobile application.

hafta present our sms project.

den i went to test it.

yeah!

it work!!!

see.

i sae liao.

last week is the modem's fault.

heng ah.

i nv go and change my program.

den presented my program.

handed in my report.

but tml still hafta go find him to talk abt the project.

at 0900.

yup.

den aft tat was wireless de elp.

ard 11 finish liao.

den acc michelle and sum shen for lunch.

they left liao.

den i stayed there to wait for ai ren for lunch.

den those guys joined in.

den went to the mobile application de lect.

if i noe i dun go lor.

leave wif michelle and sum shen.

nvm.

aft tat went home lor.

den june called mi.

informed mi tat im working.

ok lor.

went to work at 1800.

den 2100 go off liao.

work for 3hrs.

haa.

samuel came down.

now he working as a mgr of a spa and gym ba.

sth like tat.

haa.

he cant send mi home.

he meeting client.

-_-

busy man liao.

lol.

hmm.

coz juz now i was looked not well.

den he sae mi.

'u shld noe how to take care urself wat'

den i replied him.

'ya.. i think i dunno how to take care of myself'

ya and i think its true lor.

den went home and rot till now lor.

tml lesson till 1400 nia.

coz having lab test.

mi is second batch de.

so is next week lor.

btw.

ivy and janice had promoted to 2nd assist wef 15aug.

janice ok.

tat IVY!!!

FUCK LAH!!!

nv i will respect her.

not in the past.

not now.

and nv in the future i will respect her a single bit lor!

she will think she big fuck now lor.

i dun gif a damn to it lor.

how i wish i can climb on top her her one dae.

and ask her to do all the shity things.

as if im having a dog..

let mi do some blogging first before i chiong my last report for this semester.

todae lesson at 1010.

comm skills.

i reached on time.

den i noe it had changed to 1030.

coz the presentation delayed for the rest of 2 grps.

so michelle and mi went cheers buy some drinks den go back for lesson.

aft lesson.

den went lunch wif di.

den went to ne.

actually was abit fed up lah.

todae suppose to choose wat topic of essay to write.

ended up all my grp members did not go.

left mi lor.

hai.

nvm lah.

the lesson was quite crap ba.

we watched pck de video.

lol.

aft tat video i choose the essay topic liao.

den went off lor.

den went to simulation lab to practice.

next week my lab test.

den stay there till 1500.

went for my maths.

hmm last lesson liao.

sat lesson cancel le.

ya.

aft maths went home lor.

nth much happened todae.

sad lor.

aft exam onli haf 9 daes of holidaes.

4sept.

den start fyp or iap liao.

let mi see how im going to spend my 9 daes.

25 last paper.

still thinking shall i work on 26 and 27 or not.

if not go where sia.

den 28, 29 and 30 chalet.

left wif 4 daes.

michelle sae wana go jb to shop before 4sept.

hmm.

other den tat i dunno wat else to do liao.

any chance to meet up wif my jies?

if not for the following 6mths i will be 9 to 5 ba.

hais.

miss u.

hmm.

school at 0800.

end at 1500.

michelle ask mi to acc her to ps.

again.

the previous time is to interview at sr.

now.

go back return her uniform to sr.

coz there reallie treated her badly and unfairly.

so she fed up and quit.

anyway she already got her new job at cartel j8!!

haa.

*wink

ok.

so first we went ps.

aft returning her uniform.

we shopped ard there.

den i found out she oso go sun-tan de!

i found another kaki to sun-tan liao!

lol.

she sae we go tan on 11aug fri.

dae aft comm skills paper.

i sae ok lor.

so she was so damn excited.

more excited den mi.

she told mi lets go shop for bikini.

wahaha.

i sae ok lor.

so we from ps walked to heeren.

nth much.

den walked to taka.

den to wisma.

not much too.

den to far east.

none of them caught her attention.

den i brought her to pacific plaza.

we saw one roxy de.

nice lor.

$65.

onli left wif the last piece.

and somemore 50%.

worth lor.

den i saw a wallet which is nice.

$37.

but no 50%.

lol.

ended up.

both of us din buy anything and walk off.

coz we got no money wif us.

LOL!!!

funnie ah both of us.

got no money still walked so much.

-_-

but we sae we will be back there soon to buy.

i shld be buying the wallet.

michelle mayb.

but she will buy one of the bikini there.

mi?

mayb lor.

haa.

aft pacific plaza.

we went shaw.

she wanted to see bilabong de.

but dun haf.

den we went to wheelocks.

she wana ask sth abt her n80.

den aft wheelocks.

its already 1800++.

she we went home lor.

wah.

both of us like almost shopped the whole orchard ah.

lol.

=D

done my discussion forum liao.

now left wif mobile application report.

nv see yu wei online.

asking from philip now..

he

haven reply mi.

-_-

yeah!

having chalet aft exam again.

haa.

hope this time round wun be sian ba.

shld be not 8ppl le ba.

plus plus plus.

shld be more den 10 this time round.

and.

i dun wana lie down to play mj.

any kind soul wana bring mj table?

the one driving?

lol!

=D

i still dunno which is better.

fyp first is better or attachment first is better.

i heard alot of stories.

made mi dunno to listen.

watever lah.

sch ask mi do wat i do lah.

as if i can choose like tat.

if i dun like as if i can change like tat.

hmm.

i juz noe tat aft 4sept i hafta chiong straight 6mths without any holidaes.

and i considered i finished my 3yr course in nyp liao.

so my end of march07 i end liao.

fast ah.

poly life ending liao..

i love wat i am now.

i love wat im doing now.

sometimes i enjoy the feeling of being single.

but..

when i met problems.

who can i look for?

but.

buts..

butss..

butsss...

quite long nv blog liao.

coz week chiong my assignment and presentation.

den this week hafta chiong my mobile application de report.

the worst thing is my project cant work last week.

and this week due.

shit right.

made mi so fed up.

argh!

exam time table out liao.

first paper on 21aug.

last paper on 25aug.

and aft tat.

im off from exam!!!

wahaha.

hmm.

anyway.

i skip sch last fri.

actually planned to go back sch at 3pm de.

but juz simply got no mood to go back liao.

went airport to sent dedy and davit off.

reallie damn sad to see them going back indo.

all of us sad for davit.

not for dedy.

hmm.

ya.

we cried.

he kept on telling us not to cry.

he himself cried juz b4 he went in.

ya.

sad.

wat to do.

they still hafta go back aft 6mths.

they are juz attachment here.

my previous closest indo crew was evih.

i cant send them off.

coz at tat time their flight was during weekends.

and i cant take off.

ya.

damn sad lor.

ever since i tell myself i dun wana so close to indo crews liao.

when they go off i will be sad de.

but..

this time round.

davit is reallie nice to be wif.

nice to work wif.

he is hardworking lor.

june sae lose him like losing a precious.

ya i agree.

i already a number of batch of indo crew nv send them off liao lor.

my store the current indo crews.

kurnia and madianto.

6mths aft.

will i go and send them.

shall see ba.

tml my store vietnum crew going back.

ken and tommy.

not going to send them.

cant afford to skip sch tml.

hmm.

yup.

bye to them ba.

can anyone save mi?

im reallie suffering.

i felt bad.

im troubled.

wo hen fan!!!

my weekends had finally ended.

new week is coming.

sat..

as usual maths and den band.

den go work.

den got ndp rehearsal.

road block.

so no party.

no customer too.

we all sit there and 'pa bang'

means hit mosquito.

reallie lor.

can sit down and talk all u wan.

haa.

den finish work at 2300.

same as jun.

we took amzi van home.

den jun last min suddenly decide to eat durian at geylang.

haa.

nice.

jun lied to mi.

she bluff mi..!

mi the most stupid thing is.

i 101% believe her.

omg.

wat can i sae is.

im too stupid liao.

haa.

anyway,

its juz a joking matter.

nth serious.

=D

sun..

working at 1000.

but too bad i woke up at 0900.

lol.

and i reached store at 1030.

lotsa ppl.

think wc over all come back eat breakfast liao.

last 2 weeks i work sun morning oso pa bang.

lol.

den conducted 2 parties.

den on floor.

pc.

shld be punching out at 2000.

my pretty ah moi siew wah dun let mi off.

omg.

work till 2100.

i still can tahan.

till 2200.

wah!

bth.

go mgr room sit.

den siew wah still can ask mi.

wat happen to mi.

omg.

den i tell her im tired lah.

lol.

den she asked ken take over mi i punch out lor.

haa.

tats my pretty ah moi.

=D

den so kind of mi.

dunno wat happen to mi.

no one ask mi help to key emc.

i auto help.

lol.

think i too tired den sot liao.

coz im oso waiting for jun to go home together.

she finish at 2300.

den went off at 2330.

she took a cab and send mi home.

=)

if i noe i dun ask jun y she did not put my name on thurs schedule.

so now im working on thurs liao.

haa.

den fri going to send davit and dedy off.

they going back indo liao.

ya.

kinda sad.

oh ya!

my malay is improving everyday when im working.

now i can sort of understand malay conversation.

and guess wat.

dunno y got crews and riders talking to mi in malay!!

omg!

lol.

i will try to learn and talk to them in malay too.

LOL!!

=D

next sun jun working m shift.

till 5.

she will wait for mi.

i suppose to work till 2000.

she sae she will let mi off aft my last party.

so she no need to wait so long.

haa.

if ur last decision is to leave.

i wun stop u.

i wun be tat selfish to stop u from persueing ur own future.

i will respect ur decision.

i will support wat u are going to do in the future.

of coz i will be sad.

but.

we are friends.

once we are friends.

forever we are friends.

correct?

todae lesson at 1010.

rf de elearning.

now week 13 den i realise my name beside the namelist.

tat teacher wrote 'shirley'

means my teacher mistaken i told him to call mi 'shirley'

omg!

so he had been calling mi 'shirley' since week 1 till now.

lol.

=D

oso finish my rf assignment early.

same.

waited for my ai ren for lunch.

so stayed there to surf net lor.

den 1200 went for lunch.

aft lunch.

telecomm tutorial.

aft tutorial.

break.

we stayed in the tutorial.

playing games and rot there lor.

aft break.

simulation lab.

did revision for our lab test.

when tat idiotic bobdog gave us back our lab2 to lab6.

den i realise i forgot how to do lab2 liao.

jialat.

gonna practice on coming fri.

if not lab test sure die de.

michelle and jo left early.

i still stay.

stay till 1800 lor.

den go off.

den went to meet JUNE!!!

haa.

met her at srg to pass her the jy dxo tix.

ya.

happie to see her.

quite long nv meet up le lor.

next week?

ya.

hopefully..

=)

weekends coming liao.

im bz again.

tml maths 0900 to 1100.

shld be going band aft maths.

den working at 1500 till 2300.

got ndp rehearsal!!!

siao liao.

gonna be damn bz!

argh!!

sundae?

working lor.

wat else.

think working at 0900 ba if im not wrong.

den shld be staying till 2300.

yup.

im more and more confuss.

shld i or shld i not.

i reallie dunno.

gif mi somemore time ba.

and i shall see how things goes.

todae sch started at 0800.

our mobile application teacher on leave liao.

go give birth.

den tat heh heh heh took over.

i got prob wif my coding.

he came over to helped mi.

and.

im done wif my sms project liao!

haa.

but its not wat i wanted lah.

wat i wanted was more chim.

but i now den finish the basic.

got no time to do my advance de liao.

so forget it lor.

haa.

den michelle oso got his help and completed her project too.

den sum shem sae tat this heh heh heh more easier to bluff.

lol.

ya.

=D

aft mobile application was wireless de elp.

did some qns tat we had studied for common test.

den i dunno how to do liao.

wah piang.

common test juz over den i return to teacher liao.

jialat lor mi.

haa.

we finished ard 1100.

but i still hafta wait for ai ren lesson end at 1200 for lunch.

so stayed at elp to surf net.

was surfing halfway.

damn tired.

i slp there.

pro ah mi.

lol.

den finish ard 12 liao.

called up ai ren met her and her class ones for lunch.

yup.

den aft lunch went for tat mobile application de lecture.

tat heh heh heh lor.

jialat!

he regconize mi liao.

he walked into the LT.

he saw mi.

den he ask mi.

'ur project can work liao?'

i replied.

'ya can liao'

he ans.

'ok.. save it properly ah.'

i replied.

'ya in my thumbdrive liao.'

wah siao liao.

high profile le.

sian.

-_-

lol.

den hor the whole lecture i obviously did not listen lah.

i go for the sake of going lor.

haa.

den towards the end.

zhao was telling and ai ren abt his story.

kinda pity him.

but is still his choice.

no one can stop him.

but..

hmm...

den aft lect.

mi finish sch liao.

i went home lor.

den working at 1700.

i noe i will be working wif joey.

ok lah.

at least someone im close wif.

den i oso noe overnight is june.

ya.

of coz im happy to see her.

den when she reach ard 2100.

i shouted.

'junaina!!'

tats wat i always do when i see her.

den she will normally shou back my name.

but todae dun haf.

she juz look at mi and ask.

'ya y?'

my heart as if juz fell from the top mountain to the bottom of the bottom.

im damn sad lor.

aft tat i all the while no mood liao.

i noe sth wrong wif her.

i did not went to ask her.

until she came to talk to mi.

she told mi tat she is veri sad.

den i told her tat i noe.

i can see.

den she continue.

'i feel like... ...'

even before she got the chance to finish her sentence.

i noe wat she wana sae.

den i shouted.

'I SAE NO NO NO!!!'

hais.

den more sad ba.

PLUS!!!

she told mi abt my friendster photos.

i felt more guilty and sad.

hais.

'sayang.. i reallie wanted to cry on the spot when u sae tat u noe'

ya.

reallie i wanted to cry.

she dunno.

i did not tell her.

i juz hold back my tears lor.

my mood reallie went down and down and down...

den aft tat she came and told mi tat she is juz joking.

she dun mean it tat way.

i noe she is juz joking.

but i dunno y im taking it tat so seriously.

ya.

u can juz sae im a veri sensative ger.

i admit.

till now.

im still sad abt tat SMALL matter.

hais.

sensative suet..

b4 i left store.

i checked my sat schedule.

working from 1500.

i looked whos the mgr.

i saw june's name.

ya.

of coz im happy lah.

den i ask her.

'june u working on sat ah?'

den she replied mi.

'no lah i wana take mc'

i was like..

wtf.

den i told her.

'ok lor.. den i oso mc'

den she shocked!

haa.

ya.

i noe she was joking.

den she was telling mi.

'i better see u b4 i reach'

btw.

she working at 1400 and im working at 1500.

den i told her.

'hello! i think i shld see u b4 i reach'

hais.

cant blame her oso ba.

she is oso stress i think.

i juz hope tat she wun... ...

anyway.

i got back all my common test results liao.

i reallie need to thank god.

going to temple next week liao.

=P

i reallie dun expect to get such good grades.

telecomm: B

wireless: B+

rf engineering: C

maths: B

im juz simply freaking stunned wif my results lah.

haa.

tats good lah.

can i sae its my hardwork tat pays off?

sian.

assignment and project and presentation and lab test coming!

but i got my way to settle it.

haa.

my mobile application wireless LAN assignment and its report im taking from yuwei.

den edit and modify here and there become mine liao.

den my comm skills presentation as i had said im taking di's topic to present.

same.

edit and modify here and there become our grp's liao.

pro ah we all.

lol.

=D

sayang.

juz bcoz wat u said juz now.

i deleted 2 photos.

ya.

juz bcoz of u ba.

i reallie dun wan to to be mistaken.

i wan u to be happy to go work and when u see mi.

i noe u are joking.

u dun mean it.

but.

sorry.

too bad i took it tat hard already.

so i had to do tat to make myself feel better.

ya.

hope we will work happily on sat and sun k?

i will wait for u till 2300 den we go home together.

dun worry.

i will acc u.

=)

but too bad my sayang shld be dun haf the chance to read this ba...

todae lesson started at 1010.

comm skills.

aft tat lunch wif di and those guys.

aft lunch we all went to chiong the comm skills equiz.

1st try got 11.5/20

2nd try got 16/20

ok lah.

most ppl got 16 mah.

haa.

den went for NE.

went there to watch a 'movie'.

den gave names of our grp.

tat all.

haa.

end ard 1415.

my maths at 1500.

sian again!

-.-

noe 2 of modules results le.

rf engineering i got a C~!!!

OMG!!

seriously i cant believe it lor.

all the while aft the paper till b4 i noe my results juz now.

i tot i will fail.

but i did not fail.

not a D but a C!!!

thank god man!

=)

den my wireless.

haa.

my class having a useless lecturer and tutor.

did not attend lect.

i can still manage to get a B+.

wahaha!!!

as wat i had said.

if i pass this module.

im not going to the lect again!

lol.

=D

now left wif telecomm results.

*pray hard

our tutor sae tat no one fail in my class.

hope can get a good grade.

but.

i wun put high hope on this module.

hopefully C and above ba.

=)

seriously.

im think im still not ready for a new relationship ba.

i really dunno wat shld i do.

wat can i do.

hais.

for watever decision i will make in the future.

i reallie hope tat i will be happy.

=)

anyone wana go dxo on coming sat?

happy birthday to jin long!

happy birthday to ya wen!

=D

had been working like mad last weekend.

wc over.

italy got it.

-_-

1 event end for my store's busy-ness.

waiting for end of national dae.

den we are not like busy like mad.

wo ren!

my silly mgr june.

who had made mi cry.

like wat u told mi.

'we live together we die together'

u help mi.

i help u.

at least u appreciate my help.

i felt glad.

although im damn tired at tat point of time.

i still stayed up to ehlp u.

juz bcoz of u.

bcoz u appreciate it.

u thanked mi.

yup!

juz simply working of u.

=D

hmm.

too bad.

u wun be reading wat i had juz said.

ytd din went to the simulation lab.

haa.

not onli mi.

michelle and jo oso din went so i oso lazy to go liao.

onli went for the telecomm lect 12 - 2.

den ciao.

din went for the wireless lect AGAIN!!

lol.

aft the telecomm lect.

met yun at town to watch superman.

i won the tix this time round.

haa.

den dinner at an italian restaurant at paragon.

den we walked all the way to ps den go home.

coz we are damn full.

lol.

todae.

lesson at 0800.

my ai ren presentation!

she formal!

wah.

haa.

hope everything goes on smoothly for her.

=)

my presentation next week.

not formal.

haa.

taking di's one.

so we no need to do.

juz modify.

clever ah.

lol.

she did SIA.

she presented last week liao.

still no results yet.

hais.

hmm.

yup.

ytd lesson at 1010.

i woke up at 0945.

-_-

recently im so lazy to wake up man.

jialat.

i onli reach my lab at 1100.

den the teacher ask mi when did i came in.

i told him i came in liao he nv see mi.

lol.

den lunch.

den 3240 tutorial.

den 1hr break.

den 3hrs simulation lab.

my simulation lab test on week 16.

coz im the last few mah.

-_-

haa.

den aft tat went home lor.

ya.

zhi wei reallie did came down ytd to treat dinner.

together wif shufang auntie, sao wee, ah yi and her daughter(ning ling or ling ning i forgot liao =p)

zhi wei juz bought N80 too!

omg!!

y is everybody having N80 liao?!?!

-_-

lol.

den aft dinner all came over to my hse.

coz zhi wei want to haf songs in his phone.

my brother settle wif him.

i watched my xing jing last episode.

haa.

den i realise my hse is on chaos man.

sao wee.

plus ah yi daughter.

plus zhi wei.

omg!!!

play like hell.

they dun haf nightmare.

i haf nightmare ah!

shufang auntie and sao wee left ard 2200++ coz henry uncle came and fetch them.

ah yi and zhi wei left ard 2300++.

hmm.

yup.

err.

im not avoiding him.

i juz hope to avoid to all his qns.

but he still sms and ask mi aft he left.

he sae he give mi 1mth time to consider.

omg.

but the prob is.

i think aft 1mth i still dunno wat to reply him.

if i noe.

i can juz reply him ytd liao.

argh!

wat shld i do?!

todae.

juz now.

went for maths tutorial at 0900.

ended ard 1030 ba.

den no band.

dunno y.

haa.

so came back home lor.

den working later dunno at 2000 or 2100.

till tml.

overnight.

wif june!!!

wahaha.

if not i oso dun wan.

tml oso overnight.

world cup final.

i work coz if i work den my lao bu want to work.

if not she dun wan.

so i sacrifice to work lor.

lol.

bhb.

im thinking of tat qns every now and then...

lesson started at 0800 todae.

was mobile applications.

we oli left wif 2 more weeks to do the sms project!!!

omg.

dunno can complete or not leh.

i always got help from michelle de.

wat she do.

i follow lor.

haa.

but different project lah.

aft teacher helped us.

she went to helped others.

den we met probs.

dunno how to solve.

die liao.

she got no time to come our side.

so we din continue wif our project.

guess wat we did.

we plays sims2!

lol.

we played sims2 using hp.

pro ah.

quite interesting.

mi sort of addicted le ba.

wahaha!

=D

aft tat is 3241 de lab.

den lunch wif ai ren.

met di and nisa at mac.

den aft tat was mobile app de lecture.

was having lecture quiz.

lol.

lecture quiz?!

kinda stupid i guess.

we all was 'copying' like nobody's business.

lol.

but lucky was lecture quiz lah.

if its class de paper quiz.

i sure fail like siao.

ya.

i did go for lecture.

but nv listen to the lecture once.

wahaha.

the lecturer keep on 'heh heh heh' during lecture.

-_-

bth.

den aft tat end sch liao.

ard 1345 ba.

went home.

surfed net.

was damn tired.

wanted to go jogging de.

but ard 1600++ i went to slp.

guess wat time i woke up.

2130.

LOL!!!

so im still awake now.

hmm.

panda juz msn mi tat he is going off singapore later in the morning.

im sad when he told mi this.

my senior is leaving liao.

still not sure he coming back or not.

best wishes to my senior panda ba!

=)

oh ya!

my store 2 indo crews oso left on 5july.

eko and heri.

yup.

seems like no more new crews coming in.

die.

we gonna suffer liao.

-_-

mother sae tat zhi wei coming tml to gif a treat for my bro for his bdae.

heard tat asked mi along too.

hais.

sometimes how i wished 5yrs ago i had made the correct decision.

i think im a happie little ger now.

but.

wat is done is done.

i cant turn back now.

im not regreting but juz felt sad for wat i had done.

todae sch suppose to start at 1010.

i already woke uo ard 0730 as my alarm rang mah.

den saw my hp.

got msg.

frm jo.

'yoh! italy win germany.. haha..'

the time she msg mi was 0537.

haa.

read tat msg.

dunno y back to my dreamland again.

lol.

woke up.

guess wat time?

ard 0910.

and my lesson start at 1010.

haa.

i sian half lor.

thinking wana go or not.

msg jo she going or not.

nv reply mi.

shld be still sleeping.

den i took a bath.

nv rush wor.

sort of still tajing my own sweet time.

haa.

jia lat sia mi.

coz lucky is comm skills.

den i left hse at 1000.

and i can reach sch at 1030 sia.

lucky mi.

no need spend time waiting for both buses.

den walked to blk s.

reach tut room ard 1040 ba.

and.

im not the latest.

lol.

=D

pro ah.

den lesson end at 1200.

den had lunch at canteen.

wif ai ren and gang.

aft awhile she went off to look for her johan.

den i saw diana at canteen.

so went over to look for her.

aft awhile den i realise beng is oso at the same table.

haa.

den the 3 of us talked.

abt wat?

world cup.

lol.

talk talk talk.

its onli like 1300.

and my maths start at 1500.

den i tell di lets go north point shop shop.

den she frm there oso can go home.

den we reallie went north point.

shop till ard 1430.

took bus back to sch for maths lor.

yup.

got my maths results le.

got B.

hmm.

had been aged have not got any B for maths.

=x

tot i will be sad or wat.

but actually im not sad at all.

hmm.

y?

mayb like wat dr lim sae ba.

its juz a optional elective.

dun stress urself too much.

quite true ba i guess.

hmm.

will try to get an A for it for my exam and whole module ba.

=)

received a msg frm dee saeing tat josias wana remove my store de party room in few months times.

so kallang no more party store.

wth.

i find it ridiculous lor.

kallang is so damn well known for party.

now they wana remove the party room so tat to haf more sittings for customers.

wat a reason.

den we stars do wat?

jobless?

-_-

hafta run station lor.

hmm.

i dun reallie mind lah.

but.

seriously i think i will miss having fun wif kids lor.

if the saeing is true.

but.

i hope its not true.

i still love to conduct party.

=)

hmm.

juz found out sth.

but.

in the beginning.

i expected tat liao.

i had been ignoring calls these few daes.

hmm.

-_-

oh ya.

germany is out.

italy won the match ytd night.

ya im wrong lor.

but for the match later.

france vs protugal.

FRANCE will win.

and i predict france will get the world cup.

since germany is out liao.

haa.

lets see ba.

tml lesson at 0800.

i feel tat sch daes time will pass faster den having exams or test.

haa.

quoted this from someome somewhere.

'sometimes.. life is like this..'

hmm.

lesson started at 0800 this morning.

ended at 1500.

den met yun at bugis.

shopping!

haa!

=D

but oso did not buy so much stuffs.

bought a bath salt intro-ed by her.

ya.

will try using mask soon ba.

haa.

and oso collected my wet seal top frm yun.

den aft bugis we went to far east to huant for shoes.

but like dun haf.

-_-

later match.

germany vs italy.

GERMANY GO GO GO!!!

=D

but my class ppl sae italy leh.

but stll got michelle sae germany.

jo sae draw.

-_-

lets see ba.

mayb i will watch ba.

hmm.

see how first.

oh ya.

ytd was uploading all my pics.

den hor.

forgot to upload one which is nice.

done my my ai ren.

nice?

ai ren ah.

ur blog rotting liao lah.

go and update lah.

lol.

=D

hmm.

oh ya!

last sat yay yu we aka fish tail came to store to visit us.

my ex-colleauge.

she sae she wana celebrate her 21st bdae at mac.

she wan mi to conduct her party.

lol.

OH YA!!!

serene pung shi yun FINALLY resign liao.

lol.

im bad ah.

ya.

WATEVER!!

i dun gif a damn to it.

and tat ivy lim iye wei becoming more and more guai lan liao.

bth her.

she bloddy hell dun appreciate my help.

FINE!

i juz walked away lor.

and sorry.

REALLIE SORRY!!!

i scolded her.

=(

ya!

i promised to change my temper k?

hais.

work can juz made mi stress and lose my temper.

and oso.

last week ba.

ppl was telling mi y am i working 'so hard'.

seriously.

if i dun work.

i think my family cant survive good.

wif my tat brother who is damn lazy to work.

aka good-for-nothing.

and wif my tat fucking father.

and wif my mother's monthly damn low income.

my pay is even higher den her's lor.

hais.

so dun ask mi y am i working so hard anymore le ba.

hmm.

btw.

ya.

i reallie HATE my father.

i noe 'hate' is a veri strong word.

but i onli can use tat word for mi to describe him.

dun ask mi y.

sure i got my own reasons.

its a damn fucking long story.

it started since im young.

guess wat.

now my greatest wish is to become 21yrs old quickly.

den i can rent a hse.

den can shift out wif my mother.

see my brother wana follow or not lah.

den haf a peacefully life wif my mother.

hmm.

sometimes i reallie think shld i study uni if i haf the chance in the future.

of coz i wan to study.

but my greatest problem is.

where to get my sch fees.

ya.

can loan.

but still hafta pay some percentage of it.

den my daily expense leh?

this and tat leh?

hais!

dunno lah!

when can my life be better?!

i shld believe in this cheng yu.

'xian ku hou tian'

ya.

hopefully ba.

=)

hmm.

i hafa sae tat im real freaking damn busy recently.

not other stuffs but WORK!!

i can juz stay in my store for more den 10 hrs.

reason?!

world cup 2006!!

live telecast in my store.

coz of tat.

im oso such of addicted is watching soccer.

kinda shock tat england and brazil is out.

lost to portugal and france!!

-_-

haa.

and oso last sat de SYF at stadium.

PLUS!!

NDP reharsal!!!

hell man!!

work until siao.

damn lot ppl.

all of us are so irrtated lor.

haa.

i think my store de ppl hafta busy till aft national dae ba.

made till some of my crews wana resign.

-_-

xing ku wo le.

hmm.

btw.

im working overnight on world cup final.

anybody wana watch can go my store and watch.

sun bian 'visit' mi.

lol.

but will be DAMN LOT ppl de.

muz go early and book seats.

wahaha!

=D

oso saw kai xin and my store when im working.

hmm.

ya.

commont test over liao.

well.

kinda sad and dissapointed.

rf engineering.

always go for lect.

and everything lah.

nv skip de.

but ended up i did badly.

although haven got results.

i noe i had done badly.

like wat ai ren said.

reallie felt guilty.

hais.

feel like no face to go to her lect lor.

she is so nice.

ARGH!!

feel bad!!

=(

and wireless.

tat stupid module.

for 8 weeks i like onli max attend 3 lect.

somemore halfway ciao de.

den juz now went to ai ren de tutorial.

the lecturer was going thru the common test paper.

i pass the test.

wth!!

nv attend lect can pass.

attend lect did badly.

wat logic sia!!

den i was saeing tat if ever i can pass the wireless paper even though nv attend lect.

den todae i kept my promise.

i skipped the lect.

ai ren too.

lalala``

went home.

surf net.

den went jogging.

=)

oh ya!

my telecomm paper.

was alright lah.

can get a D satified le.

coz i noe wat i noe.

hmm.

common test over.

its juz the beginning.

projects dueing.

presentation coming.

lab test coming.

exam coming.

SEE!

haa.

now let mi update some stuffs when my com was down weeks ago.

we went to celebrate my ai ren 21st bdae on 14june at paris tamp.

ai ren's moomoo cake from her ai ren ME!! =p

shuyi, ai ren and me =)

all of us!!

front(L-R): johan, kailin aka my ai ren, suet, ling li

back(L-R):shuyi, sandi, boon, wei sen aka da ge

the rest of the pics will be uploaded in my photo album.

=)

and oso had my store crew outing on 20june.

the date was 20062006.

wow.

not chose it purposely de.

haa.

4 kallang STARs`` multi racial wor``!!

me and faridah's daughter.

i oso got this 2 pic taken using my phone.

forgot to bring camera.

-_-

some cute cakes taken when im working.

kids now are reallie fortunate.

can get such nice cakes.

during our times?

haa.

strawberry shortcake

cars

winnie the pooh and friends

winnie the pooh

tweety bird

and oso saw this on ndp reharsal when im working.

3 helicopters with singapore flag

and oso had celebrated xiu er jie and june san jie bdae at fish n co.

they got kiss from their darling.

i oso had mine!!!

from..

IRIS!!!

lol!!!

=D

LOOK..

@_@

i juz simply LOVE them to the MAX lor!

i think tats all i got to update.

haa.